crazy day.

so where was I?

yeah, Teri texted back blah blah,..

She said lets meet at drumpellier. The thing is though. I think she forgot I said to her on train that I was working. I think she went to park on her own and thinks I've let her down. O dear. It's never easy....

her text said.....

12.10 T. i don't hate you and i never could i didn't realise it was my turn, right indianna get a grip of zorro and meet me at drumpelier i love you too. we need to do something x x stopping the running might be the start xx

So she thinks I have let her down when I didn't realise that she meant there and there. I'm sent to messages back saying.

M. My train will get me to sunny side for 8 minutes past. it should take me 2 mins to wall to car park. will i get you in car park about 7.10 and 15 seconds?

M. Hi teri. I did mention i would be back in coatbridge for about 7.10 exact. we could get an ice cream? see you then?

texted this one at about 6pm. I guess she's went down today and now she's just given up on it now?

I honestly never thought she would have went down thinking I would be there. Reading back her text now I think she has. O dear.

Met Stacey for lunch. Shes a really nice lassy. Couldn't do anymore than she does for me. For some reason I keep being drawn back to Teri. It's so unfair on Stacey, she deserves so much better. I have been honest with her. Kep t some things from her but never lied to her. I still don't think I've been fair. Wish I would have never met her for her sake, not mine. She's been great with me. what a lassy/